i am in the uni libary so i thought i'd do a quick update.
love it here but miss being with friends.
miss pubs down there and gazebo parties.
but love new house and the fact that my local offy knows my name.
will be expecting certain peeps to write me soon but have heard izzi is in reading!
anywho....luv ya all. miss ya. speak soon.

so its sunday the 14th of august and i've just had a really wierd night. i had promised the girls a good night but wen it came down to it i was well off the mark. i was quiet and unwelcoming. even the arrival of bainey didnt cheer me up but if one good thing came out of tonight its that i hope i proved how much my friends mean to me and how much i ( Read more... )

suppose i should write something in here as its been a while. i am still in london but going to hull on monday (15th). i miss the gang and cant wait to go up and be away from my parents ( Read more... )

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i haven't posted for a while but then again i have been too busy or tired to think or type. so sorry but a least for the first time in a while i have got a grip of my life and am living it ( Read more... )

i feel tired but loved. i have friends around me that want to hang and family that are trying their best to help me find work.
but i really wanna go out more soon, i wanna c jamie and sam, but i need money.
i also need to get seriously pissed soon.
but other than that my lifes grand. so i'll say TTFN!!!

so its tuesday and i havent really been able to have any me time for a while, i suppose its something that i took for granted up in hull. i mean i love having family and friends around me but it seems i always have someone around me at the mo. even wen i'm in the bath someones talking to me through the door. so i'm going to help my dad do whatever ( Read more... )

right so its saturday and i'm nackered. my legs ache from all the work i have been doing and i have sam ringing me early today and i know he wants me to go footy but it hurts too much to go and i didnt want to answer so i didnt have to tell him i didnt want to go. sorry mate ( Read more... )

i am soo sorry. i no i have been a depressed sod but i'm tryin. i miss u bex and i no about there being no spark but scotts right none of that helped. wen i'm depressed the only one that can help me is my mum. and i wont see her til tomorrow. i love u bex and i hope the spark comes back, but till then i hope we can be friends and try and ignor the ( Read more... )

i am so sorry. i have become someone that lies, manipulates and pisses people off, and i hate it. u know what else i hate, being alone!!! i miss bex and i hate it. i would love to either be with her or not think of her 24/7. i annoy myself. i miss home, i dont no who i am and i'm lonely. i'm not good.