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i am falling, how cud i not, strange because its not like b4 not as intense,
I am still confused though,but just got off the phone from Jaybear, one hour melts into 5 ..lol crazy



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So.. this is sammy.. Dominic hasn't written in his journal much lately so I'm doing ti for hiM! lol. ok. SO! first off.. life is ok.. Sammy is difficult but I candeal because I Looooove her. lol. umm we're good now..shes sexy! ok! everything is good except the lack of sleep..!

I WANT TO DIE, MY HEART IS BROKEN

This could be my final entry,

The reason this journal was created in part was because sometimes, well most of the time I struggle to let sammy know how I feel and this was a good way of doing it so I thought.

When we fight neither of us really listen to the others point of veiw so writng it in here was a gd way of letting sam know ..and hopefully ( Read more... )

sam: so whats wrong?
D: nuffin
sam: yes there is
D: no there aint
sam: then how come oyu're being all quiet and distant?
D: no reason sam
D: its cool
sam: yeah
sam: then what are you doing
D: just de stressing
sam: de stressing from what
D: your friends
sam: what do you think about what she said?
D: i sed all i needed 2 in the reply
D: lets just 4get it ok
sam: ( Read more... )

Don't wanna discuss it
Think it's time for a change
You may get disgusted
Start thinkin' that i'm strange
That case i'll go underground
Get some heavy rest
Never have to worry 
About  what is worst and what is best...

This is my second attempt at writing in this because now I am unsure of myself of who I am.
Last night something happened to me and I am not sure what. How did I go from being a nice guy ( so I thought ) to being one that sucks so bad in life.I always thought I was a honorable  type of guy. I have tried doing things I  thought were right, behaving ( Read more... )

Sometimes I have the feeling no matter what I am gonna be wrong in everything i plan to do, even in something as simple as writing in here, planning a evening, man life just really sucks sometimes

Well what can i say about today, hmmm started off well i kinda missed sammy so phoned her this morning to say hi as we aint spent anytime together so far. as she had a house load over sleeping on thurs (i think)and then she was out till like almost midnight yesterday, so i planned a night of romance and love for us both and man i was so looking ( Read more... )