I think this will be my final entry with live journal for while. Looking back on all my previous entries, I see how immature I sounded. I am not raggin on myself, but it's time to move on and find the mature side of myself as I grow older. To seperate the two selves and at the same time combine them all in one journal that I use all the time. ( Read more... )

So much more has happened. Ok got my sat score back and guess what? A 1290 again, I am cursed. But hey thats how it goes. I am currently auditioning for college music programs, boy thats fun. Got sick two days before Eastman and I was really dry for the audition. Ithaca was on sat. and it went relatively well. More exciting news, I get to meet this ( Read more... )

Ok so took the Sats again, got 1290, 12 freakin 90, ten points from 1300. So i took once more, last sat. Scores should come in nov 8. So now I am actually getting ready for college. Balgh. I have narrowed it down to 7 so i guess I am applyin to all of them. Then visiting. duquesne, syracuse, boston u, uva, shenandoah, jmu, roanoke... So much work ( Read more... )

Ok so Sats, not so bad. I got a 1260 which is actually good. :-) I am taking another one June 3. This weekend... :( I want to get above a 1300. Thats my goal anyway. Ok so Prom...Not so bad. In fact it was rather awesome, best nite of my life. Caleb was such a gentlemen. WE danced alot, fast, slow...everything lol. He was the best date, didnt look ( Read more... )

I hate SATS, acutally i dont, they werent really all that bad. Surprisingly... but hey i'll get my score backand have done awful then i ll be like what? but oh well. I also got my prom dress, i think. I love it but i cant really say what it looks like, its a surprise. Broadway and Desserts went great! I had a solo ( wisshing u were somehow here ( Read more... )

that boys are complicating my life. I just don't need them, too much drama. Even when nothing happens, I over analyze everything and act different around them on the fone and computer and a whole mess gets started, plus i am so freakin anxious to have a bf that i get confused. I hate being confused! Plus i like to like 10 boys at once and not have ( Read more... )

I love panic! at the disco, its a band. They rock, the end. So we had soccer practice today at highschool, amazing that our school even recognizes us this yr. Although i kinda wish they hadnt,cuz practice was rough, hills sucked. WE ran up and down and up and down and u get the picture. But it stunk. So the mile was bad too since it was super ( Read more... )

So we played soccer today, well actually just kicked a ball around. But hey it was somewhat fun. WE had a sno day for no reason as well. Wow sooo tired lol gnite.

Well everyone long time since I last 'updated' but alot has beeen happening and updating jounrals kinda went down on the list of prioities. Things like school, hw, conditioning, friends, drama and other stuff went first. And to tell the truth a journal is a release which i needed and hadnt been getting. So I am gonna try to do it more often. The ( Read more... )

I went to see the one act play for the third time today! It rocked my socks! I love it and certain people ae quite good at acting if I do say so myself ;-) Then me and jen rocked out in my car. People stared lol but it was awesome all the same. We blasted the 'gangsta' music. We have too much time on our hands. now I am all mellowed out. I did ( Read more... )