So here I am. Supposed to be working on a extremely long study journal, but I just can't make myself do it. I felt so uplifted yesterday for some reason and now I am back in the dumps. Not really low, but still there. I guess its the fact that school is so hard. It really is. And it never gets easier. I know I don't try as hard as I could, point in ( Read more... )

This probably the longest I have gone without writing. I basically had sworn off livejournal because i had so little time for it and besides, who wants to know about my life? SO i figured it was no lost. But then the more I thought about it, I like pouring my heart out and hoping someone will read it and them share my emotions with me. I guess its ( Read more... )

So everyone tells me not to be desperate to have a boyfriend, and technically I am not desperate. I just sometimes wish I had one. The reason is not what u might think. Its more for moments like I just witnessed. My cousin was just telling her boyfriend how bad her day was and her comforted her. When do I get that? Am I desperate? lol. I can ( Read more... )

I am sitting here at my cousin's house in Ny. WOOO! lol. Just got thru playin soccer, yes! Been swimming etc so you know I am having a good time. I am listening to that song, toma toma. Its awesome. The best song ever to dance to. I have to leave in like Ten minutes but I love spending time with my cousins. I miss them sooo much during the year. So ( Read more... )

Well It has been a while since I updated. A long while. blame it on Aol. It started putting up locks on certain places and go figure, my own journal was one of them. So in order to do anything on it I have to get on aim, which I rarely do. Well heres whats been goin down lately. I broke my nose, very unpleasent business and hd surgery on it. It ( Read more... )

Listening to new Sum41 song. Jenna is coming over soon. I have this crazy urge to run. Isnt that weird? Jenna would be proud lol if I ran that is. I should run. I will run after I wash the dishes, just slip some shoes on and go run til I am satisfied. What am I doin sitting here? See ya!

So Yeah I have this friend, we'll call her Lala. She is like obcessed with American Eagle. lol its great fun. Kinda the same as my like of Pouf. Its crazy as is my life. So today I go to get my homecoming dress hemmed. I haven't quite decided who to ask to homecoming. It might be *****. But not sure. I think I am pretty set on who to ask first ( Read more... )

Thats what I will do. I can I kno it. Ok this weekend rocked hardcore! Larami had her birthday and oh man was it fun. Ok we go there and ate hot dogs(i didnt cuz i kno whats in them but yeah). So then we open prezzies and sing to her. Then we go down after its gotten dark and have a BONFIRE, that actually lights, lol. It was awesome. Then I totally ( Read more... )

I like this one boy who seems to like everyone but me. Curly haired and adorable. I wish I could be more outgoin. That might solve something. I stare at him and wish I could just say hey, ur cute. Wanna go to homecoming? But alas I doubt it would work like that. Lizzie tells me he doesnt kno me. Well if he tried to get to kno me. Larami said he ( Read more... )

OK well lets see. What I have done lately is join Expressions which rocks and I am in looking into DI which is also crazy awesome. I cant wait and hope mom agrees to it. Its free, so we'll see. I also came to a realization at Expressions. You kno a girl is happy with her body deep down no matter what they say if they allow a boy to give them a ( Read more... )