its amazing how IGNORANT some people can be... (if you read the comments posted from my last entry you will get what im saying)... but a n y w a y s ( Read more... )

had a reality check... a reality check that this is my life... and its a secret... that i try to hide so carefully ( Read more... )

i had no food at work today!!! EEKK excited!! had some yogurt covered pretzels on my way home from therapy... yeah therapy... and yes i survived... but barely >=BUT!! i have GAINED a pound... !!! .... probably water weight... and im also in my *time* (which im kinda upset about... i had skipped it last month... yet also relieved that my body isnt ( Read more... )

i was doing sooo goood... yeaht there was some drooling over the DOUGHNUTS at work... but i resisted!! all i ended up having all day was some propel water (30 cals for this big ass thing) and a ceaser salad... no cheese, no salad dressing, little bit of lemon juice... but NoOoOoOoO mommy DEAREST had to ruin it!!! >=< so i had eggs with ham for ( Read more... )

33 pounds... >*drools*

i miss sallie =(... im starting a new fast and she doesnt know =/... shes the FIRST to know stuff liek that ... *sigh ( Read more... )

wow... just had a shoking convo with jeremy online... he said he was sorry for hurting me... he said that i shouldnt trust him because hez *not all together* and that he had been stupid... i started crying... i told him i did trust him... which i kinda did... but i was just in shock... its not liek him to say stuff liek that... hez very.... hidden ( Read more... )

today has been shitty... my mom woke me up and was like WHERE WERE YOU LAST NIGHT!! and i was like umm... here... asleep... and she just was like no you werent! blah blah blah... but i was.... which is weird... unless i was like sleep walking... which i dont do... and id probably kill myself goin down my stairs anyway... o well w/e... so i got ( Read more... )

i got an email from sallie!!! i was so happy to read it... just hearing from her made my day... but then chris had to fuck it up... im kinda pissed at him... o well ( Read more... )

My paper doll, she’s perfect ( Read more... )