I moved to Boulder and I really love it here, it's beautiful. I wish that I could enjoy it more but now I'm in a situation with David that I can't figure out. I fucking hate him for kissing lacy. and i hate him for telling me not to start shit with lacy and candace at the concert. and i fucking hate him because when im not talking to him i want ( Read more... )

Whenever I drink, I'm an idiot. I always end up telling everyone how beautiful they are, but I tell them like 20 times ( Read more... )

Now we're one of those couples. We're an off and on couple, which i have always thought was crap. I don't believe in something starting after it has been stopped. I don't like not knowing when our anniversary is. I just hope this is officially done before October 26th because I don't know if that's our 3 year anniversary. I don't know if July ( Read more... )

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On our car rides to tennis, Nicole told me about one of her friends who had a cheating boyfriend. His friends told her he was cheating, his mom even called her to tell her to get rid of him. She didn't listen to anyone, she just stayed with him. I could not understand how she could have such little respect for herself to just let him belittle ( Read more... )

Wednesday night I decided I wasn't going to stay in Denver for school, I decided to go to Boulder instead. The next day David and I hung out like nothing had happened, we went back to his house and we were sitting on his bed, just looking at eachother. the entire day felt like we both had something to tell eachother, but we didn't know how to say ( Read more... )

It started like this ( Read more... )

It's been almost three years, and now I think we're over.

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How are you supposed to start an entry when you havent written for so long? Like that, I guess.
( spring break and other happy things )

David and I went to winter park on wednesday. wednesday night we got all drunk and passed out at like 11. Then thursday night we ate some mushrooms and i freaked the fuck out. Ive eaten mushrooms three times before and i have never been totally cracked out. They kicked in like 20 minutes after we ate them and i became completely depressed, i ( Read more... )