He asked. I said yes ( Read more... )

Everyone is talking about resolutions right now, it's almost uplifting. It's so optimistic to see people who want to really try and make themselves better, doing something little to make their next year a better one than the year before ( Read more... )

So it's Christmas Eve. Ryan and I stayed in bed a bit longer than usual this morning doing...birthday type things. But eventually we had to get up, we had some last minute gifts to get before tomorrow and then we had to pick up his parents from the airport. Tonight and tomorrow promises to be hectic. But in the best way ( Read more... )

A few months ago, if someone told me that by Christmas I'd be happy and in love, I'd have laughed at them. After everything I've gone though it kind of seemed a bit out of reach. But, as most things, I suppose, happiness comes when you least expect it ( Read more... )

You ever feel like you're going in circles? Like you have the same conversation over and over and yet it never seems to get resolved? It's hard, though, because we have completely different opinions about some things and while he doesn't think it's a big deal, I do, and neither one of us are going to change our minds. I just don't know how to ( Read more... )

I am so sick. I was starting to feel bad a few days ago, but I didn't really think I was getting sick, I thought it was more the stress of the past few weeks finally catching up to me and just making me run down. I've been pushing everything to the back of my mind, not really letting myself deal with what I had to deal with, thinking more about ( Read more... )

You know, I've been sitting here thinking about what to write, how to sum up the past couple weeks, and I just can't. Too many things have happened for me to be able to easily put it into words.

Ryan and I are obviously still a we. There was never any problem, we just needed to take care of an annoyance, and the easiest and most effective way to ( Read more... )

I'm finally back from New York. I'd like to say it's good to be home, but it's not. I wish I could just stay there for another week. Or a month. Or move out there. Seriously, I wish I could pack up and go. Right now, there's too much I hate about LA ( Read more... )

I'm in New York for work now. And it's just wrong. Everything is wrong. I didn't want to come here, I wanted to stay home. With him ( Read more... )

I was going to make a post about what I'm thankful for, since it's that time of year, but then I decided not to. The people who I would mention know who they are, and that's what's important ( Read more... )