So... I was doing good. What the fuck happened?

fuck. ritalin.

Wednesday October 11, 2006 (1:00 am)

Confused and bewildered as fuck about my mental state right now. It’s hard for me to remember all that went on. Some spots I have no memory of. Some spots I have snapshots of. Let me just reiterate, my memory is really really splotchy these past few days. I’m going to try to reconstruct how I’ve been feeling ( Read more... )

The last time I felt like this was two summers ago. On June 2nd, 2005 I wrote a one sentence lj entry. "I just about went crazy today. Something big is happening." 24 days later I left on a journey that carried me across 25 states, 4 countries, 2 continents, and 24,213 miles (689 miles short of the circumference of the earth). I feel a little bit ( Read more... )

I'm bipolar.

If I could win any contest prize it would be a free lifetime supply of dopamine.

January 1st is the date. I won't forget this time.

Life is getting really really intense. Jupiter is getting closer. And when did marriage enter my vocabulary?

You were right to leave me. Some lessons are hard learned.

I'm afraid of the winter.