the other night i had a dream that a bomb went off in the middle of a town that we were working in. i had just gotten off of work and i knew that you were still there, so i highjacked a car and drove to find you. you told me that you loved me. after i woke up i turned over and wanted to tell you about it, but instead i let you sleep. i don't know ( Read more... )

this past week ryan was back in illinois and it was pretty fabulous. i took him home to meet the family- which was completely ridiculous. it was everything that i had imagined it to be, both good and bad. but they adored him. i met his grandma and hung out with his family for a while. it was nice to be able to hang out because he was so close as ( Read more... )

10 Bands or Artists you like, BEFORE you read any of the following questions ( Read more... )

i really just cannot believe that it is already the end of the year. it seems like they are all going by so fast now. i remember sitting around during the summer years ago being bored out of my mind, and my dad told me that one day i would wonder where all of the months went. every year is going by in the blink of an eye now, its pretty crazy ( Read more... )

i remember years ago (and i cant believe that it really was YEARS ago) laying in a backyard just looking at the sky with some of the most influential people i have ever met. we just sat there next to a fire and looked up at the stars while making jokes with one another. there were many nights like that one. sometimes i wish that i could go back to ( Read more... )

yesterday i spent all day in bed with a boy.
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My score on The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test:

9 - the Peacemaker

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you chose BX - your Enneagram type is NINE (aka "The Mediator ( Read more... )

i feel like james morrison is writing for me. he is the first songwriter that i can actually relate to. yeah!

so, in a little over two weeks, i have been from one side of the country to the other and seen a lot of things. not anything new actually. just... different. and after all of it, i am very ready to come home. one more airport to go ( Read more... )

today the city was beautiful. everything just seemed to fit right where it was. maybe its the fact that i did everything that i needed to get done today, or that my room smells like clean clothes and fabric softener, or that the entire apartment smells like coffee- im not sure. but everything about today was good ( Read more... )