"We are convinced that happiness is never to be found, and each believes it is possessed by others, to keep alive the hope of obtaining it for himself."- Samuel Johnson ( Read more... )

im lonely.
im really lonely.

life is moving fast. i dont seem to be using my time as well as i should be. and i mean that in regards to my personal relationships. there just arent enough hours in the day for me to do what i want to do, and what seems to get left out the most are my relationships with people. hopefully that will change when school is over. even though i just ( Read more... )

"but i sure had all the reasons
why you werent what i wanted to find.
i never laid all my cards out.
you just wanted to play.
the king he waited on my doorsteps,
while the joker and me went on our way.
maybe I was much too selfish,
but baby you're still on my mind."

djshvf;weiouga. i am definitely pmsing. i am just way too emotional right now.

i saw chicago rise and set today. the same people i saw closing their shops last night, i saw open them up this morning. i have yet to go to sleep, and i dont really think that i will. i would have to wake up in two hours anyway to get ready for work ( Read more... )

i was incredibly bored today, so i was compelled to just go and walk around downtown. i brought some books with me just in case i got the urge to actually do work and write some papers. i broke down and bought starbucks- but i justified it by writing three pages of one of my papers. since i couldnt seem to do that at the apartment, it really was ( Read more... )

.my dad bought a car. he actually went through a midlife crisis and bought himself a car. i thought people joked when they said that people do that when they get older. although, i have to say, i am really proud of him. it was his first major impulse buy... ever, actually ( Read more... )

sergio: "i saw oprah's limo the other day, so i waved ( Read more... )

if i cant expect my own mother to love me, then how can i expect someone else to? she really knows how to break my heart when all i want to do it try to help.

i am tired ( Read more... )