Im so sick of not being anything to everyone. im about to fucking off some one and go to jail. im sick of being used, oh yeah maybe if i were a piece of shit it be great. i dont even know why im freaking out, we just started chilling. maybe im just over reacting? why do i feel doomed then. why why why why why...maybe i was cursed by that old bitch ( Read more... )

i just met her in real life today, at first i thought nothing was gona happen but as she dropped me off shes like "get out of the van so i can give you a hug" and i was like "well, i was aiming for a kiss" so we stood outside for a moment cus my nosey ass mom saw who was out there and she was looking at my cats, and then we went to hug and then we ( Read more... )

So i was chillin at tom jones with some cool people that were actually talked about a few days prior. This guy tom, sorta like my friend carl was fucking HILARIOUS. stayed up from 1 am to 4 am listening, and he didnt run out of talk either. And and and...i met a fucking stunninly gorgeous girl today, i dont care if she's 18. shes fucking gorgeous, ( Read more... )

Life is in the doldrums at the moment. I cant get ahead and im not losing much ground. Seriously some one shoot me because these parts of our lives annoy me the most. if i dont get my job at wawa im gona lose my fucking mind. I sit at home left to think allllllll day long about everything. And its getting to me. It really is, I dont have any one to ( Read more... )

first of all wow needs to take up less hard drive space...fuck man. my computer can run it but i had to download the expansion cus my disc is lost where ever. fucking 18 gb. wtf it told me 15 at most. my hd is only 19. fuck fuck fuck! all i wanted to do today is not think about a damn thing and best way to do that is hard core lvl 29 pvp oh yeah. ( Read more... )

Life still sucks...but of course. jill is moving to south carolina, and as much talking as i did to try and convince her other wise she is believeing that its just because im completely jealous of the relationship she is in. thats not whole deal, its part of it ill admit it here, but not all the way true. so i will be tagging along when i can. i ( Read more... )

Im stuck...im hoping for some resolution but its too early for that. something needs to happen but im afraid nothing will. but i never been stuck on any one ever so bad. i thought id never ever have this problem, here i am beaten by it. as angry as i was, i couldnt leave. whatever ( Read more... )

well here goes nothing...i recreated my myspace to get ahold of the only other person that i like currently. doubt it will go well at all. im stuck being single and miserable around jill. its getting old. i got ahold of her. sin you know who she is. im gona go for it and if it fails then oh well but im not gona be jill's slave any longer(how long ( Read more... )

life is blah, i hate everyone....thats about it. everyone is being an idiot. sorry bad update

i dont think im gona give up, but if the terms werent so harsh i think i would have by now. whatever i guess things may go my way some day. but right now im just getting by the skin of my knee's.

i seriously just wish there was an easy way out of this besides just disapearing