Here it is ( Read more... )

Remembering, everything ( Read more... )

I've never held a hand so tightly. We walked out of his apartment, luggage hanging from our shoulders and the weight of the world pressing on our hearts, silent but not distant. I wore sunglasses to block the hurt I knew was blatantly pouring from my eyes and I hoped they were doing their job. Gravity seemed unusually cruel and every step I took ( Read more... )

i feel like if you are really ready to be in a committed and constant relationship you can find someone better suited to take the trip with you.

Thank You.

I think I need a pet.

At least that would be stable in my life.

Shame on me, I was fooled again.

When will I learn?

I did one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. I had to let Sheena go tonight, and I had to do it without crying. I recognize that she needs time, she isn't ready for a committed relationship, she isn't happy with me anymore. I love her above anything, and I want her to be happy above anything, so I had to let her go. As much as this kills me ( Read more... )

Well LJ, I figure it is time that you and I sit down together. I know, like many friends in my past, that I have put you to the back of my mind and kind of let you slip away. Even though you were there for me, even though I could almost always count on you, I took you for granted and stopped letting you know about my life. Well, I think it is time ( Read more... )

Well everyone, it is now officially 2005, and has been for about an hour. However, more importantly, I am beginning to work on year 2 with Sheena. She is amazing and continues to make me happy and amaze me every day I am with her. I never get bored being with her, because her passion insites new interest in me as a daily occurence ( Read more... )

So it is my 21st birthday today, and I am EXCITED! I went out last night to a bar and had my first couple of drinks. It was a good time...the first place we went was closed because they were having their christmas party, so we went down the street to a place called Hometown Heroes. We played some trivia, and some pool. Then Robbie, Ducky, Craig, ( Read more... )