i did what she wanted me to do..and now i'm even more confused then i was before.It hurts alot..alot more then i wasn't expecting it to hurt this much..my body is numb and now i can act like i'm fine>thats what she wanted, thats what she corned me for...what is the point anymore when all of my tears are wasted every night>every fucking night ( Read more... )

what is it with rich kids>they are taking over the world. I mean is everyone fucking rich??cuz i'm not rich. I mean what the hell??? yea i wish i had lots of money to throw away on cars and cell phones and all this unnessisary shit that everyone in this fucking town has to invest in..i'm a little more concerned about getting money to go to the ( Read more... )

Yea last night I had a good time. Went to the city to see mia and with scott h. and my mom. I drove the car into the city and it was interesting. Yea then i was talkin to tasha and i picked her up brought her back to my house at like 11 then we went to wendys and drove over to the linense and things parking lot. And like tasha my sister and i were ( Read more... )

today I found my way home from being lost and i got my dog back on the way...u could say i'm happy. Um after we got jeffret back i went out with tasha gave lily bday present ran some arins went home chilled tryed to plan out some of tashas(no regrets) birthday party and then took tasha to town now i'm guna get my nose repeirced with tbone!!-yea its ( Read more... )

Yea so..my dog ran away today. It feels so bad. I'm so scared and worried about my little baby girl out in the wild. Aparently she ran an entire town over. I've never felt so shitty in my entire life. She was always there for me and I took her for granted. I can honestly say today was the worst day of my life.I'm taking the day off from school ( Read more... )

so i think it pritty obious i'm a fucked up person..i guess not by choise it kinda happened at birth. I am seriously trying thought.i need to stop telling people my problems and they fucking need to stop asking. I just like it..i really enjoy seeing peoples faces when i tell them somthing fucked up in my life that is in my past. With cancer and my ( Read more... )

i;m fine noe..ijust need to sleep on my disappointment. Yea seriously i spoke to soon...how many guys do i have to go throgh to make up for my first love. how may do i have to go through...i don't understand>does it have to be this hard to find someone to love and whos guna love u back??maybe all the good guys really taken. I don't even know what ( Read more... )

Yea So yesterday I woke up on a saterday at 6:00 to go to the highschool. We were all crowded in little groups by socail statis wich made me giggle. But lilly and elena and john and catlin and laura and amy were there so we all chilled together. It took like 2 hours to get to jersey and finally we all pilled out of the van and we went to some ( Read more... )

SHES CLEAR!!!!!!shegot her test result back from the doctor and she doesn't have cancer!!!!!!!THANK GODDDD!!!!!!!!!!I have been so worried and now everything is fine. I just love my mom so much and now i'm guna try and show it all much as possible!!!!!!who care about my fucking day my mom doesn't have breast cancer!!!!-i got to go>byebye

Honesty right here so everyone can hear..even people i don't know. At this moment I am dealing with posible cancer in my mothers breast...i guess not alot of people know that because its that serious to me. I mean alot of the things i talk about are serious and they effect me but they are usually in my past or I have had some time to deal with them ( Read more... )