So I had alot of fun today at rca and everything. Yea Its only proves my point that plaing hard to get works>if i ignore the boys suddenly i get there attention>what is that?? It doesn't really matter to me though i just like the attention in a sence to make me feel like i'm actually attractive because some times I really don't feel it. But It was ( Read more... )

you know what I don't really like>getting outbreaks in my mouth. For those of u who are reading this and just happen to know what I'm talking about>u understand stand what I'm saying>and for those of u who suck nuts for quarters do urself a favor and stop reading my live jouranl before I smack u around. Ok so I'm not allergic to cinamine gun as I ( Read more... )

I swear If someone wakes me up tommorow moring I'm guna go insaign. Yea um last night i chilled with the tbone. I gave her a lesson in driving and maks and cheese. We had a good time together. We also went to this play thatw as right out og the 70's called vanity. I enjoyed it and we saw casey when we got there last so it was interesting. Yea so I ( Read more... )

Nothing to new going on since what like yesterday. I'm just chillin out at home. Casey drove me home today>i wouldn't say we are weird around eachother but..in a way we are kinda. So my day was ok. I just have the same type of school day everyday so i should probibly stop talking about my school day. I hung out a little with tbone today and when i ( Read more... )

u know what FUCK YOU JOSH i don't need ur shit ok i was in a good mood>he just like attacked me and i was just messing around. SO FUCK THAT I"M IN A GOOODDD MOODD. yea i'm guna clean but josh is a total asshole if anybody cares..

Yea i didn't give tbone a gift today cuz i'm to cheep but its all good. And it was interesting>i tryed to give her these condoms i put in my purse>even though i'm not getting laid i just put them there...sad stuff. Any ways today was inteseting. I was pritty productive today at school and now i'm kinda worn out but i can't miss chilling with tbone ( Read more... )

Yea today was a pritty good day. I worked hard in school and I did the best that I can for the person that I am. I like kinda realized that this guy crack in school might like me. We were throwing aound the idea of going to jr. prom together. He is a really nice guy but his use of drugs kinda bother me. Then i noticed that my ex boyfriend (DEVILLL ( Read more... )

you know when i was a kid I was once in the play alice in wonderland. I must have been about 4 or 5 years old. I was the smallest girl in my class. I was one of the oisters that got eatten. So There i was in my little costume running in a circle on stage tryin g to cheep up on stage with everyone else while everyone was laughing. I was really ( Read more... )

so I'm in an interesting mood right now. Not sure what is going on with me but i'm tryin g to keep it togeter. Maybe I should have smoked some crack or somthing. Atleast if i did some drugs then i wouldn't have to deal with reality. I would probibly be like josh if i did drugs and who would want to be that silent. So I havn't written in a while. ( Read more... )

I'm actaully happy right now. I had a good day with a side note that josh forgot i was alive. Um Capt also suxed alot. But when i went to rca i hung out with doug and tom and they were really funny and we laughed lots. I was like do u guys think i'm hott? and they both said at the same time>i would do u..it was funny. Yea then in imporv we did ( Read more... )