When I talk sometimes I don't actaully listen to what I'm saying.Its like I'm sitting on this couch in the back of my head just like sleeping. Yea My day was wierd My mom has started finding out all my secrets..Yea The cell phone my dad bought me, the fact that I'm troubled, the thing with becoming jewish, and then the cutting. Shes taking it well ( Read more... )

ok I just sat through 2 and a half hours of church and then my sister and I got so tired of sitting in church we left for an hour and sat in the car watching kill bill on my laptop then we came back to pick up my mom. I mean what right do these people have to keep young children and parents in church from 8 to 11>what the helll. So I say never ( Read more... )

Yea we went shopping after dicking aroung with flowers and stuff and I got lots of pants for not alot of money so I fell pritty good bout that. Now I have to got to church at 8 tonight>I DOONN;T WANNAA GOO..yea i'll be fine I just need to chill out a little.Maybe I'll read or just sleep. I like sleeping alot. I get most of my ideas when I sleep. ( Read more... )

I don't wana go to church. Damn good fridays..So mlike yea church was only suppose to be an hour but because my car is in the shop I have to go sit in church an hour ahead of time cuz my mom is in the chior....darn it all. I just wana sleep and write and then watch a really sappy movie. Y MEEE??? Yea so I'm a little pissed off right now. Plus I'm ( Read more... )

Yeas..I went to bed really late last night. I think about 1:40 ish. The Ana that everyone is use to falls asleep about 11pm. Its not really me thats doing it honestly. Its really these pills I take. Aderal. I took them really late so they lasted late into the night. Yea so my mom who is now lying on my bed taking on the phone as I type, she woke ( Read more... )