it's funny, as soon as I realize that I want to be single, it couldn't seem easier to meet and hook up with people. or maybe that revelation is the other way around- it's easy to meet people, so I want to be single ( Read more... )

last night, Peggy died, and I guess it was very peaceful. she'd been fighting cancer for as long as I've known her, and it must have been sort of a relief to leave a sick body behind. and Paul Leone is dead. and all those kids in Virginia are dead ( Read more... )

so, the little boy I used to babysit died the other night in a car accident. he wasn't so little anymore, in fact, he was seventeen or eighteen. his family lives down the street from the house I grew up in. I used to sneak champagne from their parties after I had put him, his sister and his cousins to bed. honestly. if I have to think about ( Read more... )

today started out really positively, and I ate well and practiced yoga and had a really good audition at night. but I had a bad feeling in my stomach as soon as Michon told me to come by her office when I had the time ( Read more... )

I'm covered with unexplainable bruises. whoever beat me up this weekend, please come forward.

I feel peaceful. just imagining where I was emotionally and mentally a year ago, I know I have a ways to go... but I've rid myself of so much ugliness. and I think I've managed to apologize to everyone I've acted exceptionally stupid towards. but if I owe you anything, please tell me. I don't like feeling like a disaster, and I don't like that I ( Read more... )

today I feel really in love with New York. I'm excited to have a wonderful life. it's thrilling to be on the brink of everything.

I'm beyond intoxicated right now ( Read more... )

everything seems less awful now that my showcase material has been picked. now I get to actually work on art, instead of this bullshit we've been going through at breakneck speed all semester. I'm excited to do work. ultimately, even if the whole thing scares me and makes me feel helpless, I'm always excited to do real work that I can be proud of. ( Read more... )

I'm OBSESSED: noimpactman.com ( Read more... )