i failed today HUGELY ( Read more... )

 well my mantra for today is plan for the worst and hope for the best. 
i had so far, baked chicken around 7am and then starbucks espresso and 2 servings of vanilla soy milk and some carbonated flavored water. i just chowed down on boiled oriental-style veggies and im about to eat baked chicken before work and then have jello when i get back or for ( Read more... )

 ugh weight will probly go up. i broke my promise 2 myself ( Read more... )

Some people don't like me for whatever reason, I don't know. I'm a pretty nice person. But yeah if someone decides they don't like me and either subtly or blatantly disrespects me or whatever, I am honestly just gonna let it happen. I cannot form their opinions or change how they think of me. But I don't need them in my life, I really don't. I ( Read more... )

 I promise to not eat anything else for the rest of the day. I am a bad girl I ate cheese and crackers. I promise to punish myself and learn my lesson and do better the next day.
My goal: 90 lbs by February.
I promise myself to get there. I promise.

 I was doing pretty good today. Woke up, felt all model like and had one of those Campbells microwavable to-go soups for breakfast, a vegetable medley blend and a can of tuna with some caeser salad dressing reduced calorie. I finished my first 1.5L of water for the day, but its carbonated flavored water not just plain water. I had some carbonated ( Read more... )

Its Wednesday and I made it two days without any binging!! I won't because I have lots of healthy food I bought. I woke up at 6am to prepare skinless baked chicken and boiled veggies with hot sauce and plum sauce for bfast (i had dinner for bfast, bfast for dinner--i'll explain later..) and i was stuffed then @ school i had a vanilla soy milkbox, a ( Read more... )

i am still nowhere to being skinny but today i did good. i stuck to everything i said i would (except for one small piece of baked chicken ( Read more... )

 well i am finally seeming to be on track. theres nothing in the house to possible binge on, plus I just spent a fortune on carb-free healthy low-cal foods for the week . It took me nearly 1.5 hours haha since the dumb store didnt have my low fat almond tofu but i got vanilla soy milkboxes, lots of frozen veggies, tuna and chicken, tons of 1.5 L ( Read more... )

ugh  im so glad its a new day. honestly. i feel cool and calm and collected (like the eye of the storm ( Read more... )