I can't wait to hate you ( Read more... )

So I have been reading old LJs from the past year or so, and I've come to this conclusion. I was a dick in my last relationship, and I kinda deserved alot of what happened to me. I had a huge drug problem and an even bigger issue with trust. Well I'm not a dick anymore, nor do I have a problem with narcotics. Where did the problem lay? Was it him ( Read more... )

I'm so glad that nobody ever gets on here anymore because I can be honest when I vent. I hate the way I feel right now, so empty and cold. Why do I let myself miss someone who hurt me so badly that I feel as if I won't recover from it? I keep falling for the same person over and over again it almost seems. All it took was for me to see his face and ( Read more... )

I'm missing your bed ( Read more... )

Even in your eyes ( Read more... )

I can't stop crying right now. I know that I hurt you, among others. I don't know where it is that I lost sight of my recovery, but I know that it's time to make that choice again. The first step is admitting that I have a problem and I know that is the most truth I have been able to say in a long time. I am powerless over my addiction and my life ( Read more... )

As I sit and stare ( Read more... )

bradleydunn07: Ryan made me soft and he was jealous i only wanted to fuck u ( Read more... )

In having plenty of time to re-evaluate myself and my life, I have to come to many conclusions. I can't change anyone, point blank. People in this world are going to do what they want to regardless of anything around them. I have spent way too many years looking for love, and announcing it so soon; that I get myself caught in situations where I ( Read more... )

Adam Edward Roberts ( Read more... )