So I might be kinda weird but since living in my mothers old house, I have heard so many things. Doors open and shut, footsteps all the time, crazy stuff. It's not scary at all, I actually feel at ease with it. I know she is here with me and that makes me happy. I miss her so much and to even have some inclination towards her being here with me ( Read more... )

The day I decided to love you
I gave you my heart and soul.
Now everytime I see you,
My body loses all control.

I built a wall around me,
To keep away all the pain.
But every moment without you,
It makes me go insane.

When I look into those eyes of yours,
I have never felt this true.
Because I cross my fingers and pray to God,
That in end its you

I watched you change ( Read more... )

As I sit here, my mind astray...I begin to wonder so much ( Read more... )

This ticking clock
A pause in time
This bleeding heart
And wandering mind

All these questions
Not knowing why
This soul fades dark
These eyes they cry

I once flew proud
For raven I was
They stopped to stare
As everyone does

Caped in fear
Surrounded by night
I rose so strong
Yet fell from flight

I hate this feeling....always wondering.

I wish I could have you to myself.

Forever and always.

That would make my life perfect....

Guess this means you're sorry ( Read more... )

Just to sum things up for those who remain anonymous ( Read more... )

I remember when I used to get excited to come home and be with you. I used to love you so much that it hurt to be away from you for more than an hour. I was so happy just to be looking at you. We were so in love ( Read more... )

I work too much and get taken advantage of more so that I'd like to be. Everyone expects alot out of me and it's spreading me way too thin. When people around me float thru life getting everything handed to them and not appreciating a god damn thing, it makes my blood boil to a point of violent anger. My life has never been easy, and I've never ( Read more... )