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this is all wrong . ? i unsuccessfully attempt sleep at 4 in the morning, out of hazy habit, no matter how unlulling this grey may be.

to sleep & stay asleep.
the last noiseless banter, lasted three hours, to only leave a groggy feel, that lasted all day.

(fancy the day sleep will come of tired limbs, and not a tired mouth. !)

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hello - & good bye.
(foolishly) i may revisit this past from time to time. .. ♥ . !
until then:
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old and new again ( Read more... )

(i feel so ugly and unkind with this journal. when will i have the means to dispose of it?)

tonight it felt as though i had accomplished more than i have practically this whole deathly summer (in which i was the basic island). having just watched two fabulous films (& i can finally breathe), there is no doubt in my mind that film is one of the most delicate tools -- inside, i'm partly empty, partly full -- vacant of that whole feeling ( Read more... )

Quotes of the Day for September 2, 2003 ( Read more... )

i am such a vile thing when feeling ugly and obscene. today i found a book on how to write love letters and love poems. my everlasting wish that naturally, there will be someone whom i can exchange written memorabilia with because i want to live life like a romantic. though now realistically speaking, this will never happen -- henceforth th in this ( Read more... )