I'm so happy with some of the music i've gotten off rcrdlbl.com i'm currently IN LOVE with sleepy head by someone who calls themselves "passion pit" i think it's 2 guys from someplace other than here ( Read more... )

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what a non eventful weekend i've had. I wanted to go out friday night, but that ended up not happening. Yesterday matt and i did nothing all day. But he did take me to p.f. changs for diner. He woke up this morning and decided to go to church. My feelings were hurt that he didn't invite me. then he said i'm always invited to go where he goes. By ( Read more... )

pretty sure...being a kindergarten teacher is one of the hardest jobs ON THE PLANET.

seriously, what's with people that go on those reality celebrity dating shows?

my day was exhausting. getting up at 5 am gets less and less appealing every day i do it. i can't wait for the weekend. I think we're going snowboarding. I CAN'T WAIT! god, i'm back to being all inlove with his dumb ass again. guh

last night matt and i celebrated a belated Valentine's Day. He invited me out to diner, so i was WAY excited and tried my best to get dressed up. We didn't have any set plans on where we were going. We ended up at Z Tejas. Diner was delicious. after that we went to the mondrian where him and i had drinks. it was quite romantic. I would have enjoyed ( Read more... )

i stayed the night at matts house last night. i really didn't want to but i fell asleep. I couldn't help it. we watched caddy shack. I told him i wasn't going to stay and he questioned why. i told him that i didn't know what was going on with him and i and it was hard. I told him i didn't want to go over there and be there if things weren't good ( Read more... )

matt wants me to come over tonight. he says he wants to hang out cause he hasn't seen me in a week. He says we're not breaking up "tonight". however, i'm assuming we're still on a break.

I really hope we can go back to this:

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this giving matt his space thing is hard. He says he drove by my house 2times last week both after 5 and didn't see that i was there, so he kept driving. He said he didn't understand why i wasn't calling him back and why i wasn't returning his texts. He said he left his phone at home all day on thursday and was expecting to see something on it when ( Read more... )

the good news is that emotional anorexia totally makes you look skinny.