Wow, sometimes I get into some really depressed moods. That lingered for a long time today. I was exhausted most of the morning, even though I slept till 11. Then mom and I went to Ikea and that wasn't all that exciting. Then I started working, and basically did nothing all day. God my life is awesome ( Read more... )

Nothing has changed. I have no friends, I keep gaining weight, I have nothing to contribute to society. I don't even know what I want to do with my life. I just don't feel passionate about anything. I feel tired all the time ( Read more... )

I can't decide how I feel. I think it's mostly pathetic and alone ( Read more... )

I've been feeling like I don't belong anywhere lately. I've noticed myself becoming more and more distanced from the few friends I have. I don't feel wanted anywhere. Basketball people don't really like me, talk badly about me behind my back. I only have one or two school friends, and they're all pretty much too busy to invest any time in me. ( Read more... )

Well, I have a bad feeling about this summer ( Read more... )

Last night was kind of lame, I think I wrote ( Read more... )

I just got back from being out. I'm in an odd mood. Arley picked me up to go see Donnie Darko at some theater, but we ended up not watching it. Instead we and her friend Mike went to get drinks. It wasn't all that interesting. We eventually met up with the Aussie crew, and landed at a nice bar called the Esquire. All of a sudden I started to shut ( Read more... )

I've been a shut in the whole week ( Read more... )

I'm in a really horrible mood right now ( Read more... )

I don't really feel like writing ( Read more... )