why do you ask me how it makes me feel if you really don't care. is my answer going to change your mind... it's almost like you're on the fence and you're waiting for me to tell you something to give you that extra push... maybe it's just wishful thinking

i want to cry but i won't give in... i wonder how things would be, if you'd be sitting next to me smiling, if you'd be giving me kisses goodnight... if you'd still have that sparkle in your eye when you looked at me... i want you around despite how much it hurts cause deep down inside i'm hoping your feelings will come back as strong as mine have ( Read more... )

i give up

period

last night i had the most amazing dream. it was so real that i actually woke up and believed it was true... i swung my feet out of bed took a few steps, picked up my phone to call you and realized it never happened. we where standing there... she was there too... all we did was spend time together. it was like it used to be and i asked you if you ( Read more... )

and i think i'm going to be a damn good mom... and dad

maybe then people will give me some fucking respect and get off my back

time to go look at more baby names

he's a bitch...

the end

this is not my life... it wasn't supposed to be like this

i feel stupid for thinking i could be happy.... i think way to much

honey please come back. cuddles ( Read more... )

haha, thats funny... ill ask her about it, then yell at her and hit her then spit at her for you. lets make a baby ( Read more... )