i hate it i really do.... i always say that i don't care and i try to convince myself time and time again.... but the minute i see you everything comes rushing back

why do i do this everytime?

seriously it's starting to kill me inside

something happened the other day and i have no clue what to do.... i have no control at all. the thing that hurts the worst is that i can't help one of the most important people to me. i see her crying and all i can do i fight back my tears and be strong for her ( Read more... )

" love is just a hoxe so forget everything you have heard ( Read more... )

i hate when you have a friend all of a sudden something in your brain decides to play an evil trick on you and all of a sudden you start to like them as more than a friend... i had a friend a while ago that i thought i liked but we both snapped out of that one quick and we're back to being friends ( Read more... )

i tried so hard to forget... i convinced myself and everyone around me that you weren't important anymore... but late at night when i was driving around listening to the songs we shared i couldn't help but shed a tear or two. i still get butterflies when i think of how we kissed in the dimley lit parking lot with the music on and the morning fog ( Read more... )

i need to get away... i always find these people that i try to find the good in and i end up getting fucked over... why do people have to be so stupid. get over the drama, stop being so childish, it all needs to stop... does causing fights make you feel better about yourself? does it make you feel like a bigger person.... well it shouldn't, it ( Read more... )

i'm so happy it's almost the 4th of july and that makes me happy cause that means fireworks.... i'm feeling some fireworks myself... i've just recently seen my friend in a new light... it's nice cause it's not full of lust... it's one of those watch t.v. on the couch and hold hands type of deal... it feels good <3

why is it that people are so stupid sometimes??? why can't people just be honest... there's no reason to lie about stupid things... just be honest, is that so hard...

i swear this is the last time.... i'm never doing this again... i can't, my heart has taken it's last beating. these are the things i've been writing laltey ( Read more... )

if you like someone so much why is it so hard to see them... it's natural to be scared but i think this is going a little to far... i'm so fucked up right now and it's all because of him... why do i let this happen to me???