Some day I will come first ( Read more... )

So it's funny how things end up working out... I've gotten to the point that I don't trust half the people I used to. The people that I go to are getting fewer and fewer, but the few I have are 100 times better than you EVER were as a friend. Glad that I'm finally seeing the true side of you. I just wanna say, I'm done with you and your bull shit. ( Read more... )

Well a lot has been going on since I last wrote and to be completely honest I don't wanna talk about any of it. All I want to say is that people need to start telling me what the fuck is going on. You can't just sit there and tell me I'm a bad friend as I sit here trying to make things better, and you guys are keeping shit behind my back. I can' ( Read more... )

These lyrics keep getting stuck in my head lately ( Read more... )

Well Joe's best friend from home was up here visiting this past weekend. It was a lot of fun seeing him again! :) While we were out bowling, Joe pulled me aside telling me how much he loves me and how he is going to spend forever with me!!! :) I have been on cloud 9 ever since! I got the rest of Joe's anniversary present and it is all set for ( Read more... )

Well went home this past weekend to see the family. I def needed to get away. So glad that I did. I feel so much better bout some things but still questioning others. I guess the only thing you can do is just live each day and take everything one thing at a time. At least that's what I'm trying to do right now. Lots happened this weekend and ( Read more... )

So, mine and Joe's 1 year anniversary is in a month and a half. I was thinking about taking him to a Dierks Bentley concert and then getting a hotel. After talking to him about whether he wanted to go or not, I started thinking. Maybe I'm just being a girl, but for once I wish a guy would do something like that for me. I'm not the type of ( Read more... )

Well, things have gotten a lot better since I last wrote. Joe went to bear camp, he didn't get a bear but he did shoot some birds. Things were a little shaky when he left, but when he got back, they were PERFECT! He was so happy to see me. I felt like I had my boyfriend back. It was GREAT! Things still are going good. I love him so much ( Read more... )

Weird how even the best things in life have both ups and downs. One minute you seem happy with everything. Next thing you know, you are questioning every little thing and whether things are really okay. Some times I just get so sick of it that I close everyone off and just let it fly over. Things really can't go wrong. You have told me time and ( Read more... )

So lately I've been in the mood for writing. Not sure what to write about but also can't get very inspired to write. Sometimes I just wanna write down my thoughts but then when I write them down, I re-read it and think its dumb so I erase it. One of these days I'll actually sit down and write like I used to. It has been a long time since I have ( Read more... )