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Dear Livejournal
Whenever I go back and read my old posts, it's obvious now. I'm reading the frustrated ramblings of a person with untreated anxiety. Why was my mood always set to either "tired" or "nervous ( Read more... ) -
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LJ app is terrible and eats all of my paragraphs. All of my hate!
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I wish there was time enough to sort myself out.
My job has doubled the workload, moved my location and kept my salary the damn same.
Before this even went down, I began experiencing really odd and scary physical symptoms like strained breathing, tight chest, constricted throat, hard to swallow hard to breathe, racing heart that will not stop.
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I Have Words. Post-Wedding, Relationship-Type Words
I have been gone from Livejournal for so long that the format looks weird and even the font is alien to me. Well, ok then, let it be weird ( Read more... ) -
Too Much to Say, Too Little Time to Say it in
The answer to all and any question posed to me right now is either ( Read more... ) -
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"Magic Mike" Write Up/Review
I have a shameful confession to make, of something that has been weighing heavily upon me ever since the night it transpired ( Read more... ) -
On Job skills, Individual limits and Boundaries, Education, Expectations
They are telling me not to give up. I Google “Should I give up on teaching” and “how to know if you’re not cut out to teach” and I get “Don’t Give Up” and “Keep Trying” and “Here are some Tips and Advice that Assume you Will Keep Trying ( Read more... ) -
Wednesday Night Angst Edition Remix
Anxiety and injury go hand-in-hand with self doubt. They feed on each other and flourish together in a kind of incestuous cannibalism that would make George R.R. Martin jealous. (Or inspired ( Read more... ) -
Prepare for Extreme Fangirl Squee! (Rammstein Flavored)
Tonight I saw Rammstein in concert for the first time, and, most likely, for the last time. I doubt they will come back to the Bay Area any time soon, and I feel supremely blessed I was able to see them in Oakland ( Read more... )