What am I afraid of. . .I'm worried this may be what dreams are made of

*What she thinks she wants seems attractive on the outside, but there are cobras on the inside that will be too strong to fight off*

Alright pity party for one is officially over. Not due to any miraculous event or discovery but only the realization that it is so much easier to be happy.

I feel like I am experiencing the world from outside of myself today. I walk around listening to people bitch and complain about their problems and I wish I could walk in their shoes and live with their petty complaints. I don't regret the choices I have made in the past week, I did what I thought was best at the time. I only feel sadness for the ( Read more... )

Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness ( Read more... )

So I'm not one to really follow the news. For the past few months I have made it a point not to concern myself with what was going on with this war in Iraq. My theory was that it wasn't directly concerning my life so why should I care. My view has changed now. Ever since I watched the State of the Union Address the other night I can't help but ( Read more... )

Oh the joys of going back to work (note the sarcasm). It is now 2:31am and I am trying to figure out how in the world I am going to stay awake until I am off at 8am. Due to the fact that I couldn't resist the urge to have David drive me home from Chico I have now been up almost 24 hours. I was counting on coffee to get me through the night but the ( Read more... )

It snowed here last night!! I always love it when it snows. There is something so peaceful about snowflakes slowly falling to the ground. Everything becomes so much more beautiful when covered in a soft white blanket. As I sat by the fire with my cup of hot chocolate :) and watched the snow fall all of my troubles seemed to disapear ( Read more... )

Maybe I will apply for an RA job. . .

Ok so basically I'm at work on the verge of tears. This stupid fucking RA is being all mean to me and telling me (and all the other RAs) that I don't know what the hell i'm doing when it is something that isn't common knowledge. I even called one of my bosses and they aren't sure what to do about the situation. I want to go home so bad, i'm just ( Read more... )

So my mom took it a lot worse than I thought she would. I knew that she would be less than thrilled, I mean this was the same woman who wouldn't even let me and my brother wear temporary tattoos as children because she thought they were disgusting. Although I was ready for her to be upset I could not have prepared myself for how mad she got. When I ( Read more... )