I wandered around the Library today. I wasn't looking for anything in particular but still I had the distinct feeling I was lost. That could just be the way I'm feeling in my life right now though. I feel lost but I can't quite put a finger on what I was searching for in the first place. More and more lately I wonder what it is I am doing here. I'm ( Read more... )

I realize that I long for love so bad that I hear I love you when someone is just saying hello.

I'm so happy, my friend is coming to visit me today!! It will be so good to see her. I really hope that I can figure out something fun for us to do. I don't want to bore her to tears.

Lately I've been realizing that I have a lot of the same thoughts and fears as other people. It's really good to know that I'm not alone, I'm not crazy ( Read more... )

I'm so confused right now. I thought I was going home for a visit. I thought I was homesick. . .now I don't know what I am. I'm here at home, or what used to be my home. I'm in my room, or what was once my room. But everything is different now. Changed. I thought that time would stop while I was gone. I feel like a visitor in my own town, in my own ( Read more... )

I feel guilty today. Guilty that I have reasons to smile, guilty that I have moved on from this same day last year. It's hard to remember something I tried so hard to forget ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that I hate fire alarms. I was fast asleep in bed when the stupid fire alarm in our dorm went off, oh yeah did I mention it went off at 4am? Needless to say, I was not amused!! I had class at 8am. My roommate Sarah didn't even want to leave the room because she didn't have her eyebrows on. What a dork!! She used to make fun of ( Read more... )

Hi Everyone! This is my first journal entry so don't hate me if it totally sucks!! My roommate Sarah (tearlight) got me started on this journal and she told me she would be mad if I didn't keep it updated. So here it goes ( Read more... )