Independence is all you can rely on anymore.

I Dont think i have ever felt this way in a long time. The reasons will be unstated til further notice and my life is on hold as it always does during the months of the end of the year. Once again i am found hating everything around me, including myself and i cant find anyway of escaping the pain and frustration put in my hands. If you could have ( Read more... )

i fucking love my friends. just letting everyone know.

i hate you, more than ...that

so ive been in newyork for the past couple of weekends. Trying to figure out if modeling is honestly what i want to do at this point. The experience can be a tad overwhelming, i guess you try alot of things and get the feel for them, and then decide if it's for you. I'm not really at the sure part yet. Another thing is relationships. Many people ( Read more... )

Shattered and devolped. Im confused and trying to change. Does it ever end is the question and its harder than all to find the answer. Forgive me. Im once again trying

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Ok so im just a loser once again. Screwing up is the habit i have formed so cant people get used to it? No lets be positive. Im not a loser. Im going to not fuck up royally anymore. that didnt help. once again im left wondering how far you are willing to go until you give up. The seriousness of our relationship has buried me in the questions on how ( Read more... )

sidewalks never end as to the long days you wonder if...." he's really not that into you"

NEW YORK


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We all want to be somebody.
right now we're just looking for the exit.