Break me down when i break you up, i dont think this love quest will ever be enough. Take back the sincerity and the heartache and replace it with the lies and honesty you make. I play the game in only hoping for the chance to win. Dont be such a let down, it only makes things difficult.

Can you feel your heartbeat racing? Can you taste the fear ( Read more... )

So my last nervous has dissolved into the atmosphere on whether or not the things i hear from people are real or not. Im sick of having people be so concerned about my personal things that i myself have to deal with everyday. Im glad to see that people look out for me, but i mean if your considered someones friend then WHY CANT YOU BE THE ONE TO ( Read more... )

forget what you've heard about what you know. its all lies until you dig beneath the surface, and as you come to your conclusions dont use them in the consideration of whether or not you want to sleep with then or not. When it comes to that decision, if the feeling is mutual..... shoot.

i cant help the fact that my emotions sometimes are unexplainable. As much as i want to just say what on my mind, i cant quite figure out what it is i am thinking. I want this to work and i want to love you and have you be happy. its just alot harder than i thought it would be. So im waiting for the day i come home. i cant wait. im sorry for the ( Read more... )

What day is it? And in what month ( Read more... )

do you know what its like to have to say goodbye?

Once again you never seize to amaze me. THANKYOU MARILYN AND BYRON FOR BEING SO FUCKING SUPPORTIVE.

way to go.

as i sank down in my chair and inhaled the first hit of my cigarette, i found myself coming up with so many reasons to be upset. i mean i was upset, i had my reasons ofcourse, but the more i drug my friend into the problem she came up with a reason for me to stop. The diagnosis became clear that i worry to much. These days there are so many things ( Read more... )

ok so i lied. wrong disk. but good news is that i will be home before august. Other than thatttt.....yep.

I dont know what i could do to make myself for appealing to you. could i be happier? most trustworthy, what is it that makes you so undecideding when it comes to speaking your truth about me? Its all about you so YOU think of the awnser.

ok so i am going to post some shots from my shoot.