Just got home from meeting with Rusty and Logan. Good conversation, but fuck, am I good at faking it or what? I talked with Rusty for a bit regarding part of my struggle right now, whether or not to totally leave healthcare ( Read more... )

Comment to be added--I will evaluate at my discretion.

Thanks,
boundlessence.

Thinking about changing this journal to Friends Only. Never thought I'd go that route, but it seems there are many individuals I don't know that are lurking around my personal words and thoughts with no evident purpose ( Read more... )

You know, why don't people like the posts about prayer and God as much as when people post about their vacations and pictures??

Disheartening.

"Charles, the world-is not the same as it was. We’re taking a risk hanging around here, you know that. And where we’re going-Eden-it doesn’t exist."

Wanderer ( Read more... )

I know I've already discussed this...that I cannot realistically pursue a relationship. I get it ( Read more... )

It's hard to explain to someone else what it's like to be so far gone in despair and darkness and depression if they've never been there ( Read more... )

And then...one person restores my faith in humanity and donates $20 on the last day of my fundraiser. *SQUEE!*

God does listen, even when a wicked wretch like me asks for just a glimmer of hope that people still care about each other. At the buzzer, He sends a small gesture of kindness via the heart of a servant...a large reminder that He listens.

So this is me venting a little bit ( Read more... )