hmmm.. i decided that on this day of exams i'd make another journal. just because i really am beginning to dislike my other one...

my new journal:

XbreakmywingsX

please add me back if you're one of my friends. that is all.

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a synthetichate (10:29:05 PM): there is alot of shit going on in my life and basically you and corey are the only people keeping me from killing myself. you've gotta understand i've never been called beautiful or gorgeous or anything. nppl have told me they've loved me but i've never experienced love. i've never actually said "i love you' and meant ( Read more... )

i made a new lj. until i fix it totally and completely i'll continue to use this one but the username is xavioletfluidx

that is all

i fucking hate myself. are you happy now? are you glad that i do? you evidently are because you just love tearing me down until i have nothing left. everytime you open your damn mouth to me i want to slit a fucking wrist but whatever. i've tried before and i'll damn sure try again. the more you try to hurt me the more i'll hurt myself. yeah sure ( Read more... )

blood tainted water flowed over the brim ( Read more... )

Once again i've dug myself a grave. this time i'm gonna die in it. i saw chris howard again last night. he went from the wonderful "goth chris" to the rather feminine raver chris back to the old "goth chris." it turns out that he's really fucked up now. he goes to some college called national. he was so fucked up on heroin last night. he's been on ( Read more... )

One again my life is totally fucked. Gena and sarah made out with david and robert on sat when we were playing strip pool. yay ( Read more... )