i'm bored. harrison is depressed or something. i dunno. he was just playing his guitar all weirded out and shit. i dunno. it hurt me when he said i liked johnny better than him. and then he said that i liked kelsey better than him. i'm like wtf? i've told you over and over i like YOU. just you. i don't want you to change or anything. guh ( Read more... )

( Harrison )

eternally yours with bloody kisses ( Read more... )

I have good news. I think i'm falling in love ( Read more... )

We got the opener on in two days(monday and tuesday). Yesterday was the day to clean it and today we learned the entire second song. I'm happy that this might be the one that takes us to state champs ( Read more... )

I'm 16 now. I've been 16 since july first and I've gone through nothing but hell since july first. I've gotten drunk got yelled at gotten a fifth of triple distilled vodka stolen from me. Went through a fight with a girl i thought was my friend. Yeah Crystal I'm talking to you. My life totally fucking sucks. Mike moved away, robert won't talk to me ( Read more... )

Long time no see journal ( Read more... )

hhmmm... Gena and chris howard both got searched two days ago. Gena for cuts and chris howard for everything and anything they could find, *sigh* thank god they didn't search me for cuts because they would have found a arm full of them... i'm so damned tired of everything that is happening at my school. I found out that to go into forensics you ( Read more... )

Wow. after my brief hideaway period i have much to write ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. I just got outta the shower and my cuts are burning like hell. I'm half way tempted to carve "HATE" into my arm the way I am feeling right now. I don't understand why all this shit is happening to me. I don't do anything that anyone can find out about and my grandma just goes off on me because people are talking. Hell i really don ( Read more... )