Merry Christmas, kids.

I'm debating on whether or not I should go work out. I've not worked out since I left for Bowling Green Friday. That's been a while. I weighed myself around 4 o'clock today. I really hadn't had any food at all, so my weight we even lower than usual. It kind of oscillates a lot. Sometimes I feel I should just let myself waste away ( Read more... )

I re-watched Taxi Driver tonight. I've not seen it for a couple of years. I downloaded a few weeks/a month or so ago after deleting Brown Bunny from my computer. It was only on there for a day or two before I watched it. I'm trying to have no more than a single movie on my computer at any given time, I'm not sure how much it can handle anymore ( Read more... )

I got back about an hour ago, give or take, and I feel incredibly burnt out. After getting back and feeling this way I always find myself wondering why I left in the first place. People are like a drug and I'm looking for the right fix ( Read more... )

I'll be going to Bowling Green in a few hours/minutes. I don't really know what time we'll be leaving. I still have to pack some vegetarian meals so that I don't starve while I'm gone. I'll of course be packing a hundred notebooks, a tooth brush...and I think I'll bring some shades and my little fedora thingy ( Read more... )

It's been really cooling down lately. I've been able to wear my blue zip-up hoodie again. ( = That makes me happy. I feel complete again.

I've been really into Mastodon the last few days. I'm also really digging Paul Romano's art work for their albums. His website is here, of course he does a lot of album artwork for many other bands, too. ( Read more... )

Happy birthday.
I love you.

Ah, Saturday ( Read more... )

He doesn't seem to understand.
He's as dense as he is heartless.
But maybe he does get it.
Maybe what I mistake for heartlessness is really just pure sadism.

I wish he would let me find peace.

I think I've been losing weight; I've not workout in a few days and I've been eating and sleeping little. I've been trying to be productive, trying is about as far as I can usually get, but I just can't focus. I should be used to this by now, but I suppose those occasional moments of clarity, for lack of a better phrase, keep me confused. ( Read more... )