We crawl on our knees for you
under a sky no longer blue
we sweat all day long for you
but we sow the seeds to see us through
that sometimes dreams just dont come true
Look no at what they've done to you.

I can't keep up with this shit. I just cant get anything to work right. everyone is looking to me for the answers i can't provide and it's making me feel worthless. I am worthless, i can't even do my job properly. 2 cabinets down?! I've always thought i was better than this, but there is nothing i can do. I've tried everything i can possibly think ( Read more... )

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the space

the actions of one, affect the lives of many.

A nice captains call this morning, 400 sailors in a room that shouldn't fit more than 50 people... as we are so huddled that every person is smashed up against one another, while some chief yells at everyone like we're back in boot camp... stood there for an hour, while people who chipped and painted shit got medals and awards, people who deserved ( Read more... )

Your heart is carved in stone
And apathy flows in your veins
When flesh falls from the bone
You've taken all you can take

Don't believe in anyone
'cause they'll feel you so much more
Deep inside the venom is a burning lover

When stink fades into smell
The liquor has washed you away
When face cracks into smile
You've taken all you can takeDon't ( Read more... )

Before we packed our bags
And left all this behind us in the dust,
We had a place that we could call home,
And a life no one could touch.does anyone really understand me ( Read more... )

Things underway, as usuall are as awful as could be. Just... nothing will stop breaking, heh. we just figured out one fault. I have in my pocket, a resistor that's in almost everything electronic on the planet, and yet this paticular one, could've let us get hit by a fucking missle, lol. just weird sometimes how it works out, you know? We'll fix it ( Read more... )

Shed a tear 'cause I'm missin' you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt
You're in my heart nowSaid, woman, take it slow ( Read more... )

Well, for the first time in a long time i have been able to sneak away from work long enough to write something and by sneak i mean sacrificing my lunch break, heh ( Read more... )

I really really really hate myself sometimes. I truely and deeply despise myself right now...