"oh, all that i know, there's nothing here to run from. 'cause yeah, everybody here's got somebody to lean on ( Read more... )

"i wanna hang on to something ( Read more... )

so tonight i thought about what it is that i want more than anything ( Read more... )

"and your friends have left you.
you've been dismissed.
i never thought it would come to this.
and i, i want you to know.
everyone's got to face down the demons.
maybe today,
you could put the past away.
i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend.
you could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in..."

so i got the grade for my bio exam today. let's just say it was on the wrong side of 50. yeah and im missing home a lot now too. and today i realized for sure that pharmacy is definitely not what i want anymore. at all. this is like the worst state of whatever the fuck you wanna call it that i could be in now. but no time to talk. intramural soccer ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since i've updated ( Read more... )

im disgusted in myself. ugh. fuck.

i know i already said this to you. but i dont know what else to say besides thank you ( Read more... )

so yeah. shit. the past few days i have been thinking a lot and i realized that pharmacy might not be what i want anymore. im sitting in classes and realize that this isnt making me happy. like i look at kelsey and adriane and i admire them a lot because no matter all the shit they get they are doing what they love. and i envy it ( Read more... )

thanks for calling. its not like i sat on my phone all night waiting while i played tetris and made a ridiculous comeback to beat my own record which would have been an awesome story to tell if you did call. but whatever. i guess i cant be mad over something so meaningless. i mean, whats a phone call worth anyway? hearing a song that reminds you of ( Read more... )