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Which Came First?
The Music Or The Misery?
Everything is so screwed up. So completely pointless. I just wish I could go to college, get a job, move away and start living.
That dream seems to be a far shot, impossible. Never. Going. To. Fucking. Happen. -
Because I Knew You
I've have been changed for good. -
No Good Deed
My eyes feel like they're going to fall out of the socket. Hours and hours of endless staring, reading, comprehending, pondering ( Read more... ) -
What Is This Feeling?
What is this feeling, so sudden and new? I felt it the moment I laid eyes on you. My pulse is rushing, my head is reeling, my face is flushing. What is this feeling? Fervent as a flame, does it have a name? Yes.
Loathing.
Unadalterated loathing.
For your face. Your voice. Your clothing.Let's just say: I loathe it all. Every little trait ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
How long can you hold onto something before it slips away? What is the time span? Tell me ( Read more... ) -
well then. . .
It's sort of odd, not really having anything to do. I sit around and write and draw and listen to music and read and do nothing because I've never been able to relax before. I've never been able to find a place inside me where I can at peace with myself ( Read more... ) -
fuckkkkkkk.
this is so fucking retarded it's not even funny. time to get on with life.
whatever.
piss off. -
idk.
Life isn't so easy, I suppose. There aren't a lot of people that I can really "talk" to. Most of them just ignore me, or turn and walk away. Because I'm to difficult to deal with.
It kind of sucks - feeling alone.
But, it's nothing new, is it? So many people I trusted turned on me, and so many enemies I befriended. My family consists of a bunch of ( Read more... ) -
if someone read some of our conversations. . .
townIE1394: fagalert
townIE1394: "Parker Kake" (11:11:00 PM): 17
"Parker Kake" (11:11:04 PM): BUT he likes me
townIE1394 (11:11:14 PM): oh, so illegal, gotcha
"Parker Kake" (11:11:26 PM): its not that illegal
thexgraverobbers: LMAO
townIE1394: yeah, she went there
townIE1394: "Parker Kake" (11:12:29 PM): NOT THAT ILLEGAL and plus we are hanging ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Your Dream Dinner
Kyo from Dir En Grey. And we'd sit in my basement and eat popcorn, even though I hate it. We'd throw it at eachother, and watch Star Wars, even though I hate that too. But that wouldn't matter. The only thing that would matter would be the things that flew past our lips and the thoughts that stayed stuck in our throats.
And it'd be so sweet, the ( Read more... )