All I know is that everything is screwed up again. That people are hurting, crying, and feeling like the end of their life can't come soon enough. All I know is that all I can do is type this all out, tap little keys that do their best to portray my emotions, the thoughts running through my mind, the feelings wracking my body. All I know is the sky ( Read more... )

I don't have anything to say, I'm still going to write. Still going to get something out. Because, if I don't, I'll feel even worse than I did before.

Feel so bad.

So, so, bad.

AC DCRaux99: denten says fuckin hi
thexgraverobbers: 'fuckin hi'?
thexgraverobbers: that's so sweet.

it all comes crashing down on me.

i don't understand who, what, when, where, or why.

all i know is the how.

i'd much rather keep it this way.

I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best.

I've been working on my update for Bleeding Through on ff.net for like WEEKS NAO. I fecking hate Gaara for being so DAMN HARD to WRITE. He makes me want to dig my grave and jump the hell in it!

In brighter news, I made a twitter! Ch-ch-ch-check it out! 
http://twitter.com/alicetheghoul

:D

rock it!

and i'm saving up for a video camera, not that anyone ( Read more... )

There are some things in this world that I will never understand. I will never grasp, completely absorb. Because, in all truthfullness there isn't a person on this planet who understands everysingle thing. If there was we wouldn't have the problems we have today.

Well, one of the things that I have ceased to understand is love. It is a cancerous ( Read more... )

How much point is there in living when what you live for died? How much point is there in existing when the person you continued exisiting for no longer exists? Is there enough left to keep you here?

Is there?

I know that there isn't for me, there isn't enough money, people, love, caring, kindness to make me stay. To make me want to stay. So why am I ( Read more... )

where the fuck am i supposed to put all this pain?

thexgraverobbers: IT IS
thexgraverobbers: I FELL IN LOVE
AC DCRaux99: im in love
thexgraverobbers: with who?
AC DCRaux99: my fucking bitch ofa guitar
thexgraverobbers: wohoooo. i'm in love with a guy named Ben.
AC DCRaux99: and wat about denten
thexgraverobbers: I NEVER SEE HIM
thexgraverobbers: I'M SLOWLY GETTING MAD
AC DCRaux99: and your fucking blaming ( Read more... )

 me and tori are ranting.
wohoooo.
:D