It's a strange feeling when you feel your emotions manifest themselves-- when something physically hurts ( Read more... )

I think that I must've really loved you, because even having seen your true colors-- even when you have shocked me, I can still manage to miss you sometimes ( Read more... )

Clementines Remind me of you... and in a way that really bothers me, the way it really bothers me that a lot of things in my life, in my world, remind me of you. I get annoyed by it, and I think sometimes I get annoyed at myself because of it-- but honestly, what can I expect? You were my world for nearly two years. That's almost 1/12 of the time I ( Read more... )

Haven't been here in a while, and sorry to those of you who maybe could've used MY advice in the mean-time. Here I am, again, not really sure who to ask, or what to do... hoping I'll get some opinions ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking sad
I want the disappear.
I wish someone could help me.
I wish I could help myself.
I don't want to make people feel bad because I do.
I feel like no one believes me.
I keep waiting for the perfect thing to say,
the cure-all
...I think it mapquested the wrong address.

The sun cascades rainbows through the bedroom window ( Read more... )

It's time to make a very important decision.

For my own personal torture, review, and a proverbial smack in the face... I would like to review that which I have accomplished this past year:

-I took the role of President in one of six LBGTA organizations on my campus, with my best friend as Vice President.
-Together, we turned the organization around ( Read more... )

If I were friends with me, this is the song I'd send to me.

Actually, if I were enemies with myself (which debatedly, I am) this is the song I'd send myself to prove just the kind of person I am.

I spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out - the joke's on you
we are salt - you are the wound
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Searching for the words and where to start ( Read more... )

I brought a notebook with me that I had during the school year. I ripped out an recycled all my notes, but on the first (present) page, was this ( Read more... )