So...i don't know anymore.  Zach still acts like we're together half the time...and i can't handle it...i mean i can be his friend and everything...but texting me when he's drinking telling me he wants to come over and see me and stay the night with me...i can't handle that.  i'm trying so freakin hard to let him go...so hard...and he's not letting ( Read more... )

So...me and Zach are no longer together.  We "officially" broke up earlier today. I mean...i guess it's for the best because we are in two different spots in our lives and everything...it just sucks cause i care a lot about him.  And i know I mean a lot to him too. it just..won't work.  I guess it's good that i finally talked to him about it and ( Read more... )

So...Zach has been being shady lately. since sunday. i've only talked to him a handful of times, once on the phone, the rest texting ( Read more... )

So...i don't really know what to say.  i need to attempt to get all my thoughts out, but sometimes i just go blank...like right now ( Read more... )

so....i don't even know where to start...spring break was last week. i went home to st. louis to spend the end of the week with my mom. it was really nice and good to get away from everything and relax.  i got to play with the new puppy.
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it's kinda annoying cause ( Read more... )

i can't freakin sleep.
...probably cause i can't stop crying.
it's just...everything.
him leaving for break.
him graduating and leaving.
him going to missouri.
him joining the marines.
losing him.

i can't stop.

so...i don't know what to say right now ( Read more... )

So....stayed at Zach's last night...he's leaving tomorrow for spring break and won't be back for like 12 days. So that's gonna kinda suck lol ( Read more... )

So i talked to Zach last night ( Read more... )

so...let's see what's new with me ( Read more... )