so i'm trying to act like everything's okay...but it's not ( Read more... )

i don't want to lose him ( Read more... )

So Zach set this as my ringtone for when i call his phone:

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And ( Read more... )

I'm tired as crap but i need to get this out of my head before i can sleep ( Read more... )

so Zach just broke up with me ( Read more... )

So um...Alex and Samantha are engaged....well not officially but pretty much. I discovered this on facebook...oh the joys of facebook. I don't really know why it bothers me...i mean it shouldn't...but it kinda does...cause i really did like him ( Read more... )

So tonight me, Danielle, Amy, Tiffy, Ben, Kyle, and John Sherwood are going to Memphis to eat and watch a movie and then go hang out on Beale Street.  We were planning on going to a club (which i was SUPER excited about!) but Amy doesnt want to go and i don't think Kyle really wanted to either...so we're just gonna chill on Beale St. cause there's ( Read more... )

and i still like Ben.
like...insanely like him still.
and that's bad.
really bad.

right now i'm just...in a bad mood i guess.
i...i can't even get everything out of my head right now. there's so much to type, so many thoughts going through my head.
i'm just letting it all out through tears right now.
maybe i'll update later.
maybe i won't.
who knows.

So a quick update before i go to work ( Read more... )