So many things have happened since my last post. I'm sorry that it's been so long, but things be that way sometimes. In 2023 I lost my dad. I also lost my grandmother. Along with that, myself and Jen got COVID. I also had 2 rough cases of the flu. My mom had her flooring redone in her house along with more surgery. Things weren't always great. ( Read more... )

I meant to post again after my last entry, but I never did. This is a post acknowledging that. My thought gathering will be doubled in the meantime. Can't be slacking on the thoughts. It's always such a rush of nostalgia reading back on some of these entries. It really makes me regret not keeping more journals & taking more photos back in the ( Read more... )

I'm still here! It's been a while. I'm not here for long today, but I plan to gather my thoughts so I can come back and recap one of these days. I've found a way to archive all of these posts offline just in case this place goes under one day. Previous attempts to recover my old Xanga account/data failed and I'd hate to see this all disappear one ( Read more... )

It's almost bedtime. I've been off work for the last 9 days for the most part. It was nice to have some free time to space out, unwind, see family, do the Christmas thing, and regroup. I've always felt this way. That "night before you go back to school from summer vacation" feeling. I do hate seeing things end. I remember asking mom to let me go ( Read more... )

As usual, it's been a while since I posted. My previous one was done the night before I moved out of my mom's house. I've been in the new place since June and so far it's gone well. Even now it's hard to imagine that I used to live at mom's and Jen used to live with Michell. It feels like a lifetime ago even though it's only been a few months. Jen ( Read more... )

Like I mentioned last time, I'm moving soon. Tomorrow, to be exact. Once again, I sit here looking at everything around me trying to soak it all in. This is my last night living at home with my mom in my old room. These last 2+ years here and I've finally reached my goal. I was hoping it wouldn't take this long to accomplish considering I had ( Read more... )

To say that it's been a while since I last posted would be an understatement. It's not far off from the two-year mark. I've actually meant to post here on a few occasions but for different reasons it never happened. Updates are in order ( Read more... )

Well, here I am again. It's been over four months since my last post. It's August now, technically almost September. I guess it's time to post an update regarding my life. Buckle up because it will likely be a lengthy one.

My school situation actually worked out. I'm entirely surprised that it did because it's been so long since my school plans ( Read more... )

So here I am. It's been a little over four months since my last entry. As I sit here and read it, I tear up. Imagining that last night in Eureka, all my stuff packed up and ready to go, finalizing my plans with Princess sitting nearby. It does in fact feel like a dream now. All of it does - living with her in our apartment in Eureka, working at FH ( Read more... )

Well, tonight is that night. The last one here in town, in this apartment, in this life that used to be partly mine. Just as before, staring all around me - trying to drink it all in. Knowing that after I leave tomorrow, none of this will "exist" anymore. I'll be on my way to a new beginning. I'm going on an adventure to see some friends and try to ( Read more... )