omggg.... i have not even touched thia thing in foreverrrr. so things are soooo crazily differnt now. really. me and kenneth did in fact get back together and we were extreamly happy for many many months. gosh i love that boy. we celereated our one year anniversary since we first got together on may 29. and it was the most memorable day of my life ( Read more... )

ok so things are VERY differnt now. but arnt they always? ok lemme tell you whats goin on lately. and please comment and lemme know what i should do about it all. i sure could use some good friends right now.

zule. we STILL talk. but he has a gf. and hes had one for a while. and it kills me. well it used to. now i guess i just dont care. they dont ( Read more... )

* ive been busy sorry no entrys ( Read more... )

wow, i havnt updated in forever. the break has been wonderful. and im supppper happy with kenneth

=) life is great.

i guess thats about it............

<3 bree

long time no entry. haha

hmm im not even shure what im going to put in this entry, schools alright, i guess it could be better.

and yes, me and zule are still talking. and things are going pretty well. im happy. i just wanna be with him so bad. i saw him last night for the first time in about 12 days. (hah pathetic, i count.) and he had told bri ( Read more... )

yeah so this had to be the lamest way to end a pretty damn good weekend. so friday i wne tto eloys house. and of corse zule was their. and i love him. we all know that. lol. it was pretty fun. i guess im okay wiht the whole thing now. i knwo that if he wants me then he can have me. and he knows that too. but im just playing it cool untill then. im ( Read more... )

school is so hard these days. and in failing things, damnit i cant afford to fail things ( Read more... )

ok so i did see zule on friday. it was THE MOST painful night ive had in a loooooooong time. seriosuly. and i lost him for good this time. hes not coming back to me this time. i screwed up too bad this time. but i love him so much. this hurts so damn much. i dont know what to do with all of this. i dont know weather to be sad or to just move on. i ( Read more... )

well its been quite a while since ive written in here. and im not sure why. im just never online anymore. i mean i can be. im just not. so i decided to get on. wow. it seems like ive missed alot ( Read more... )

ok so i found out about 2 houres ago that zule was locked up today and he wont be released for a month ( Read more... )