my mom brought the family together today to tell us that she may have breast cancer. i'm not going to be scared until we know for sure ( Read more... )

Watching me like you never watch no one ( Read more... )

i'm scared to freaking death of divorce, loss, breakups, etc.

seriously. :(

i have such low self-esteem. i want to feel beautiful and love the skin i'm in, but truth is... i don't feel pretty at all.

Makin' my way downtown ( Read more... )

these strong cravings to hold him again. :(

B and I just explored all over the Reed Opera House, every nook and cranny we could find. Oh man, was it interesting. Then we just sat up in the windows in the ballroom looking down at Salem for about 15 minutes. It was so nice. I have this wonderful feeling that 2008 is going to be a big year for me... I just don't know how yet. This song was on ( Read more... )

This may sound extremely odd, but I have had this gut feeling all day that 2008 is going to be the best, and most successful year of my life. I don't even know why or how it will be, but I'm anxious to see if my expectations are accurate.

i like these spontaneous bits of time where i feel happy again.

didn't last very long.

I'm alright. No... I'm great. I am grateful to have a full stomach, a healthy body, clean air to breathe, clean water to drink, and a supportive family and group of close friends. Things like this happen to all of us and although it hurts, life goes on. I'm done being sad. My mom is proud of me for being strong. I'm glad she thinks that, because ( Read more... )