I don't have the time or energy to read eight weeks of entries.

I'm alive,
just not home.

FRIENDS ONLY.
comment if you want in.

I'm not in the christmas mood this year.
I feel like everything is changing
good and bad.

But other then that,
I got to spend christmas with my family,
and my best friend.

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I had a huge entry written out,
about this whole year,
and how everything has changed.
But I erased it.
Fuck that
Who reads this anyway?

Basically.I have good friends for the first time in my life ( Read more... )

I feel like I can't talk to certain people ( Read more... )

As weird as it sounds ( Read more... )

I'm home.
The first night on my trip was bad.
I wasn't prepared to leave
(as lame as that sounds)
But I guess it got better.

It was so nice to get away from here.
And I realized, that as much as I say I hate this town
and do hate it at some times.
I can't think of many other places I would rather live.
We all say there is nothing to do here,
But there is a ( Read more... )

So, I'm leaving for St. Louis in about nine hours,
and I havn't even attempted to pack.
I don't want to go all too much anymore,
But I need a break from this town.
The people in this town.
The bullshit drama in this town.
Everything about this town.
GOODBYE ROSWELL/ALPHARETTA
HELLO ST. LOUIS.

I've been stuck in the weirdest mood this past month or so.
I've ( Read more... )

( Dear Box Car Racer, )

I just got home from the hospital
And I'm loaded up on pain killers
And I feel like shit.

In reference to my last post
I know I have alot of people to call.
I just feel uncomftorble talking.
I recently realized how reserved I am.
I can't help it.
Keeping to myself is who I am.

But Sammi, Emily, Kristine, Sarah,
I love yall.
I know I can talk to yall.
And I ( Read more... )