so tonight really fucking sucked.
i cried for the first time in two months.
on the way to starbucks (the second time)
and then after i got off the phone on my way home i started bawling.
and i cried for no fucking reason. whatever.
Sammi: i love you so much. thanks for being there lately, and you know im here for you. you're basically the best thing in ( Read more... )

so, im in photo, and im supposed to be writting a report on Diane Arbus
but im not. And since you arent writting a report, do this.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll ( Read more... )

so i was in my new favorite lj community:
www.livejournal.com/community/_postsecret_/

and the question was this:
"why do you keep it a secret"

and the persons post was this:
"because telling it aloud means its true"

.. and i hate how thats exactly how i feel.

so, other then the last entry
and the few bad days i had because of that
things are/have been so fucking amazing.
i love the people in my life
and i love my life.

so this is what, my 7th month back at roswell since i left St. Francis,
and today, of all days, i had to deal with the two people i didnt want to have to deal with the most within a 10 min time period.
it made me realize how horrible 9th grade was, and the remander of the day i felt so depressed and sick to my stomach.
it was the most horrible ( Read more... )

So, I want to go to a carnival,
who knows when one is coming?
&& who's coming with me?

horray for MRSA.
im on my way to the hospital,
for the third time this year.

this wasnt supposed to come back.

other than that,
things have been
really really really
great. <3

So. I need to stop judging people before I get to know them.
I've done it a lot lately and I end up meeting them and really liking them.
But it is such a natural instinct for me. GAH.

ilovemyliferightnow.
&&& you. k?

so our internet is fixed. finally.

I think that the past two weeks
have been the best weeks of my life.
I couldn't have asked for a better first
week/weekend of school.

I've gone through so many shit friends
and i'm really happy I can finaly say:
I honestly love my friends.
and you are probably one of them
so I love you.

So here.s the deal.
I met Jay and Jimmy from Degrassi.
And I bet you didn.t
And I bet you totally care.