i have this way of pushing guys i like the most..the furthest away.

i want so desperately to be swept off my feet.....yet i'm so scared to get close to him.

:'[
i don't know what i doing.
someone please tell me how a relationship works again.
i've been single for way too long & i have no idea what i'm doing...........

happy birthday.

you old man you.

i miss you dearly.

it might be a very long time before we can have a "normal" life, but you are worth it all ( Read more... )

he was right under my nose.

finally i realize that everything really does happen for a reason.

we both deserve this.thats for damn sure.

just know that im on top of the world right now.

thank you

i want to scream from the top of the highest building.

i just dont understand why my life is so strange.
i just dont get it sometimes.

that is all.

i
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
love
you.

i sure do!

my puppies are sickkkkkkkkk!
Mickey is constipated & Freida has thrown up 4 times tonight!!!!!!!

i guess the new food my mom gave them didnt settle too well :[

i hope they are okkkkkkkk! oh dear.

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2 puppies died this morning...a brown boy..& a lil black girl ( Read more... )

it turns out that my dog had SIX puppies..

i didnt see the last one.

p.s im keeping the runt.

i love her already <3