oh how i hate livejournal, yet i still keep coming back. its like a bad exboyfriend or something ( Read more... )

the sun is out in the morning and the dark rain clouds come in the evening. my favorite time of year ( Read more... )

yesterday reagan and i were wandering around st augustine aimlessly. i stopped into sprockets after noticing james's car parked outside. i was there for no more than 3 minutes. completely blown off by a person i had once considered my friend. i've found that this is the case with pretty much everyone in st augustine. last night danny, matt and ( Read more... )

its only when hes away do these ghosts appear. its not that i dont love my boyfriend, because jesus i do! he is my heart and soul. its just that...some things were left unfinished a while ago. so i eye his cool rock magazines he brings home from work and scour the pages for any sign, any sign at all. a release date, a record label...a face i might ( Read more... )

i watch her sleep to make sure she's still breathing. her bonnet falls in her face and she wakens in terror, unable to see the new world around her. i can imagine her fear. my arms cradle her till sleep finds her once more. whisper to her how much i love her, how happy she has made me, how i will never let anything hurt her. we lay on the couch ( Read more... )

i must tell you, who ever reads this journal, that reagan november triolo was born last week. february 22 to be exact. we stayed in the hospital, one happy little family for four days. on the fourth day, reagan did something strange. i thought she was having a seizure and called the nurse. she was taken to another hospital, given a baby spinal tap ( Read more... )

i think every day that passes i fall in love more and more ( Read more... )

i dont sleep anymore. at night anyway. usually i can sleep fine during the day. time passes quickly that way. especially on sundays when the boy works early shifts. going to the doctor today. maybe she'll tell us we need to induce labor ASAP. i can't handle this anymore. comfortable is not a word in my vocabulary these days ( Read more... )

tomorrow is the first of three classes which i and the boy are taking to prepare for the birth of our child ( Read more... )

my cat doesnt meow. she barks. and i have two jelly bean parrot fish...a pink one and a black one. the pink one beats up the black one and i may have to invest in a seperate aquarium for the poor little guy ( Read more... )