I've decided to make this a friends only journal. I just like the thought of knowing who, if anybody, is looking in on my life ( Read more... )

Brisk and chill, the air fills my lungs as I wander in the dark familiar moment. Lost completely while hanging to a thread of past remembrance…am I there now, could I be? Was it as I remember…or rather a delusion? My personal tower of Babel, a means to reach a state…a place…a sanctuary that may not even exist, but still the same I build. I build ( Read more... )

Tonight she appears complete…and she cries to me.

Beckon the call…Beckon the call…Beckon the call.

I hear you my love. And I long to be surrounded in the light of the sun…the light that only you can emanate in an earthly darkness.

I love you.

Wow ( Read more... )

The power that a song has over me is amazing. This always happens to me...I'm driving down the road with my music turned up really loud, and I hear a song and all of a sudden...I find myself in another place with all of the emotions and thoughts of that remembered past moment, flooding over me. It has the power to alter my frame of mind completely ( Read more... )

Every now and then I feel something that isn't me ( Read more... )

I am not here ( Read more... )

Although I seem very open, I am really not that way at all. I am extremely private and even though it may seem that I am happy-go-lucky and carefree, I am very aware of everything that I reveal to those around me. I have all of my closest friends (except a very few who know who you are) fooled into thinking that I am this person who is always happy ( Read more... )

I'm at work at the moment and I'm extremely bored. I've surfed the net, read countless entries on various sites, and it's only 11 in the morning. I even tried to call my friend in the United Kingdom...but I can't reach her ( Read more... )

I miss my brother Ben today ( Read more... )