unwrapping a package from my darling sweetheart and what would be enclosed but a beautiful new journal- she knows my secret obsession. with a note written by her on the first page along with a drawing. and a beautiful card. i cried and the missing her gets harder. i don't even really know it grows and evolves to this. but for once, regardless ( Read more... )

i just want to not see for today. i want to be invisible. i want to go my own way- backwards down the steps. blah- i am tired of the pouring. tired of the confusion. tiffany, emily, mum, alice, dad, chris, eowyn, and the back of my mind sim sometimes....my eyes still feel tired from crying. crying for so many different reasons. to admit my ( Read more... )

as everything flows- hazy daisy day- clear skies- sights for miles around ( Read more... )

walking, bouncing, thinking- wondering, always wondering what is the right decision. what is the way to avoid the least amount of regret. i am gonna do the right thing. if i think about it right ( Read more... )

did you know that they make pebtobismal in chewable tablets? and that they don't work with stomach virus'? 'cause yesterday was hell....driving from home to bloody staunton pulling over every 15- 20 minutes for the first part of the drive to vomit or do other less than fantastic things. I couldn't keep any type of fluids down and i just stared ( Read more... )

i woke up bitter and upset. yes i don't deny this. i woke up feeling fat, ugly, and very bloated ( Read more... )

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... CategoryYour Score Average Self-Lovin'33.3%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself 65%Shamelessness26.2%
Puts 'em on the glass 79.3% Sex Drive 7.9%
Humps fire hydrants when nobody's looking77.6%Straightness23.2%
Knows the other body type like a map 44.8% Gayness 0%
Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame 83.5%
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